enough

of course im scared

who wouldnt be.

an actual man

wanting to please me.

and not just sexually.

cheering me up,

and askin about me,

not just the things

i can do between the sheets

but the processes

and items

ideals

and beliefs

that roam thru my mind on the daily.

scared that maybe

he might think im not

as great as he believes

cuz after a while,

like anything new

that new smell

happiness fades away

so i hope whats left

is enough

hmmm

its been so long

almost about a year

since ive had this cheer

and urging

to write

positively

about a male.

maybe this is something

to be happy about

we'll see

yo

no jumping the gun this time

no not i

but

there is someone

of course he's a guy

big ol head

swole broad chest

enough space for me to

lay my head to rest.

unique in every way

but one

he's a man

same parts like the rest

but time will tell

to see if he pasts the test