Alone

After all the
homework and friends
pizza and wine
do i lay down and spend
some me time
lights off
less clothes than before
night time has approached
again to this
chamber
might as well be
solitairey confinement
in this bed
made for one
i would give it all
and then some for two
but its ok
im
" "
im the girl
who everyone thinks
has boo's
boyfriends
flings
but what they really dont kno
is that im
" "
i would give my arm
not to be
" "
to feel that arm around my waist as
i sleep
to wake up beside someone
but
bein " "
means
none of that.
This isnt the cry
of low self esteem
aye
please believe
i just wanna know whats out there for me
why is it
I
who sleeps " "
in this bed wakin up cold
looking at my phone hopin it
will ring
but who;s callin?
i dont think anyone
is interested in me
or my personality
just physically
but thats not just me
but just me i am
cuz in this world
i am
" "
and you believe otherwise
because i have friends galore
there is a place where they cant go
thats why i hate being
" "
but maybe
" " is good.................