you kno it

please forgive the ups and down
just that things occur when you not around
i miss you
but you miss me more
i care for you
but you care
for me more than i do
pain me in my heart
you really dont kno
but i cant rush myself
we all kno how the story goes
of the broken hearted girl
tears for this
crying more and more
now im steady. but walkin on my tiptoes
as time goes on
im waitin for you to go
and leave like the rest
you say you wont
but my mind wont rest
with thoughts of you and i
and then nothin
thats how it always ended
you tell me be not afraid
but what can i say
i dont give my 100
cuz 100 created this
sad creature before u and i met
givin 110
gettin 10 back
i feel your difference but i still
have to see for myself
testin you everytime i can
to see how far you would bend for me
how far your patience can ride
i am here.
never failing
always caring
and i promise
that one day
soon
i'll blow your mind
with how much i actually care
<3