Fall

this isnt a cry of low self esteem
like it may seem
but things arent always as they seem
there is no low self esteem
beautiful
i am
but yet
its still so difficult
is it because
im not easy
im a lil slow
ha
im loud
im wierd
well i say im different
i express my self differently
cuz i refuse to play hard to get
because if you want to get
next to me
just let me kno
and i'll tell you if im
feelin the chemistry
or not
cuz im
not the cookie cutter girl
you all expect
is it because im too nice
that i refuse to treat a nigga like shit
play games with they mind
flirt with other to rise jealousy
that
im always available
cuz i wanna spend time with you
well not always
cuz i do hang out with others
i do have friends of my own
but sometime
you cant help
who you wanna be around
at time
but yet
i guess i play the game wrong
play my cards wrongs
trust too quickly
to quick to fall
to quick to believe your different
to quick to hope for somethin different
than before
but thats the risk i take
you only live once
and i dont wanna have any
if only's
in my life
when im old
so i walk blindly into the unknown
waiting to be caught