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knock knock
i answer
you enter
i sit
you pace around
then stop
thump thump
my heart goes.
i can feel the vibrations in the air as yours
beats faster.

our eyes catch each other
we stare
you glare
i look silently at you
but secretly inside you
tryin to untangle this
knot of frustration anger and pain
your eyes soften on the sides
as if subconsciously you wanted me to help
but the hard exterior
you created wont let you show it

i hurt you once
you hurt me right back
like school kids fightin on the playground
but back and forth
this swing of emotions
swings
happy to sad
sad to happy
then anger
just pure anger

no apologies need to be said
no good would it do
but we both understand this thing
it aint healthy

no words as spoken
as you lift my chin
and kiss me
and give me that look
that would make my heart race
and bring upon the butterflies

you leave out the door
still no goodbye is said
cuz its not needed
no more tears ahead
im cried out
yet i break
but you leave
i turn away
slip the note in your pocket
never to see you again