i want

i kno its hard to believe
if i say its me and not you
i just dont kno the things i should do
i want love
i want kisses
i want hugs
i want you
but sometimes i dont kno
the lil girl who needed a man
to make her happy
is now the beautiful woman
who has choices
isnt sure.
should she be frivolous
and indulge in the
youth and life of the young
she did so long without
or take the path she so long
looked for.
i feel special around you
but i always feel ashamed
cuz you're givin me 110%
and im givin just what i can
you try hard to accept me
and i accept you too
but your flaws i openly state
while you sit silently
you are everything im
and have looked for
but its just i
who has to get over
my fear
and my attitude
cuz its not fair to waste your time
so i have decided what ima do.
ima stick with this
cuz ive prayed for someone to like me
as much as you do
ima get mad sometime
but its sumthin we'll get thru.
nothin last forever. but
i wanna make us unforgettable
so i hope thats ok
with you.