old poem

maybe im too young
but i dont wanna wait until im too old
maybe im not pretty enough
maybe im too pretty and make em shy
maybe its the way i act
just cuz i like the music i do
just cuz of the way i act
does that make me incompatible
just cuz you like listenin to rap 24/7
and i like to mix it up
just cuz i do my work
go to school and work
does that make me incompatible
just cuz im waitin
does that make me incompatible
just cuz im not the easiest thing in Gresham
.....
makes me incompatible?
there is someone for everyone
but where is mine.
i mean im not reboundin anymore
from you to him
im not cryin any more
about that one him
im not waitin anymore
for that other "him" to wise up
so whats the deal
havent had a heart to heart in months
havent spoken things i felt
in decades
just alone in my dorm room
do i choseto be alone sometime
yea. to think. to hope. to ponder
and the wish for
im not lookin for a forever
just a here & now
to a
then
im not askinfor much
just tender feelings
a hug
a kiss
a held hand
and yet
that is still askin for the worl